More and more often I wish I hadn`t been into any German band because all of them are equally evil.
However, one has to be mature enough to understand it and that is not a matter of age. I saw completely sane 15 years old girls and totally fucked up women in their 40-ties with whom any constructive discussion wasn`t possible because Bill is hot and not gay.
I`m exhausted, completely wasted, worn out and everything in between.
I wish it was like in 2005 or 2006 but it will never be like that again. I wish it was easier. I wish my life had any sense. I wish I had any reasons, any plans, any happiness. Everything is gone. The only things that are going on is that I`m getting more and more depressed and fatter and fatter.
Kids, there`s no such thing as happy end, goodness always win etc. Don`t believe.
I only hope that God or any Fundamental Justice exist because I`ll be kinda pissed off when I`m dead and there`s nothing there heh...